Happy birthday ALEXX & PAPA !
Yesterday: Sembawang > Zoo KFC > Cube > Gong House > Homed.
Totally Moodless, no one will bloody understand how i feel seriously.
Its like, 24/7 is thinking of her, worried of her & i just can`t stop thinking.
Its like, i dream also can dream when the time we`re together.
whats wrong with me? loves her so much? Ans:YES 101%
so what? cannot turn back anymore.
she know what am i thinking now? Ans:NO
I`m Going to MIA. Until 24th Ton night & I`ll be gone forever.
Loving her was right? or wrong? i`ll really don`t know.
I`ll cannot be unreasonable to control her, because she`s only my mei.
This is her freedom, she have the right to choose what she want`s.
I`ll seriously cannot control so much of stuffs anymore, i`m not god.
Just to say, my feeling for her is still here.
Its will never fade.
Theres nothing to wait anymore =/
I`m still worried for her,
I`m still love her,
I`m still caring for her,
but why i don`t have another chance to cherish her anymore?
Who can really understand me ? ANS: Whiten&Regan
Run until astma because of her,
Drink until drunk because of her,
Emoing because of her,
Feel like dying because of her,
Everything because of her.
Forget it, she happy can already. , saying all those , i`m feeling better.
Saranghaeyo.
[FML]